Chapter 1 is currently up.

Go read.

Yes! Cardboard King. That's the name of my new story. It's a dystopia based off of futuristic military tactics that are used to search for the "abnormal" aka gay people.

The Republic holds a daily ritual of a salute and a pledge to honor straight people. Everyone stands outside, and salutes as the Curtain searches rooms and buildings for anything considered homosexual.

Clasik, the main character, decides that the Squad, the nickname of the political party that runs Republic, the city, is going to go down. He joins a rebellious band of homosexuals and straight people alike called Commited Arsonists who set fire to the plants and pharmacies that create equpiment that turn gay people straight.

Anyway, that's just the beginning. Expect to see the first chapter up in the beginning of November.

So, the rules are:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post eight random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post eight more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

1) Some days I care about the way I look, otherwise I could care less.
2) Drawing is one of my most favorite things; right up there with watching Taratino films and Party Monster.
3) I want a pair of leather platform boots.
4) I have friends and I have a family. My friends are not integrated into my family. They ARE seperate. You know who you are.
5) I'm ambixeterous in a sense. I write and play Water Polo with my right but I swim strong stroke with my left.
6) When I first met my coach, Mikal, I thought he was a senior who got held back.
7) I think the lead singer from The Almost looks like Mitch's cousin, Roger! But the lead singer is much cuter.
8) I love you all, but I wouldn't die for you. I have a sister to take care of.

I tag:
Davie-boy, Miles, Libby, Brittany and Marty, and Sammy.
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1) Full name?
My name is still hungry. =/

2) Male/Female?
[Fe]Male.

3) Were you named after anyone or anything?
After one of my mom's crazy-psycho patients when she was a nurse. The Woman told her not name me that!

4) Does your name mean anything?
Peace, The Queen, Mother of God

5) Nickname(s)?
Val, Vallish, Juice,

6) What do you think you look like?
A cross between a scene kid and something that God drew with his foot.

7) Date of birth?
Joan of Arc's birthday except in 1992.

8) Place of birth and current location?
Bellflower, California.
Fountain Valley, CA.

9) Nationality?
I'm American but my heritage dates to Denmark, Mexico, France, Italy, Ireland and most of the west and mid Euro-areas.

10) Astrology sign?
Capricorn

11)Chinese astrology sign?
Monkeh. I'm not chinese though.

12) Religion?
Agnostic. What mean you by this. . . "God"?

13) What's your favorite smell?
I dunno. Cologne, probably.

14) Political Position?
Liberal Democrat. I have my limits though.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milk, Coffee or those Weight Loss Shakes that my coach sells. They taste like Chocolate Milk!

16) Hair + eye color?
A shitty brown. My eyes are a flamboyant green.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
I wish?

18) What do you look like?
Not old enough to be legal. I'm told I look like I'm 19? 20?
I'm tall, pudgy and I stand out.

19) Any unusual talents?
Aside from a political inquirist and understanding philsophies better than most, I love figuring tough logical or Theories. I'm also an awesome writer and debator.

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Both during sports.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
I am...asexual.

22) What do you do for a living?
I don't do anything for the living. I do things to progress in life!

23) What do you do for fun?
Practice my French, Listen to Music, write depressing poems, take long walks on the beach and cut my-... no I'm just kidding.
Practice my french, listen to my music, draw, write and critique people and get into fights!

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
I only have a pencil, an eraser, and my colored pencils.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Prismacolors, microns, Photoshop, Adobe Illustrator and a Tablet! OwO

26) Have you met your grandparents?
On both biological sides.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Sheena's my lesbian lover.
Boyfriend: that's iffy.

28) Crush?
Crush, Crush, Crush!

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
I hate celebrities. Think they're all high and mighty.

30) Current worries?
What I didn't say to make things better for myself. Why I didn't call my sister in weeks. Many things, actually. =/

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
Thiaz, Martin, Megan, D, Mike. The usual peeps.

32) Favorite place to be?
The H.B. Pier during a sunset then roasting marshmallows in a fire pit!

33) Least favorite place to be?
At school.

34) Do you burn or tan?
Burn then tan.

35) Ever break a bone?
Yeah, my left arm, twice.

36) What is your favorite cereal?
Cap'n Crunch, right now.

37) Person or thing you cry with?
My little red bear, Anthony.

Do you have...

38) Any sisters?
1 Half sister, and two surrogate ones.

39) Any brothers?
1 surrogate. I adopted him! His name is Frank!

40) Any pets?
3 Cats and one dog.

41) An illness
Mentally, yes. I dunno what though. Uh, everyone so often I get some lung illness where all I do is cough and choke and puke and stuff. I get it like every other year.

42) A pager?
Ew, no.

43) A personal phone line?
I have a celly.

44) A cell phone?
Yes.

45) A visible birthmark?
My the side of my butt, yes.

46) A pool or hot tub?
Right now, a hot tub.

47) A car?
I have a shiny red Moped.

48) Personality?
I lack one.

49) Driving?
Don't put me behind the wheel of a stick.

50) Your clothing style?
I lack style.

51) Room?
Yes. Of my own. It looks like the place where they filled "Twister".

52) What’s missing?
Posters I want. Clothes I want. Boots and shoes I want. Paints and art accessories, and my the other half of my heart. It's currently being fixeded.

53) School?
High School, sadly enough.

54) Bed?
A Bunk, with blue sheets.

55) Relationship with your parent(s)
My mother is a bitch sometimes but gives me monies. I adore my step-mother. She's a saint.
I'm a bastard child. My biological dad lives across the U.S. but my adopted father is kinda cool. Taught me to surf.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, but I fool myself into believing I do.

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
If its interesting.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
Not with you.

60) Get along with your parents?
NoOoOoOo.

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
No.

62) Pray?
To Buddha if I really feel the need.

63) Believe in reincarnation?
Yes.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
I try to.

65) Like to talk on the phone?
Only really with Thiaz or Anthony.

66) Like to eat?
Not really. I just gives me something to do but I'm still fat.

67) Like to exercise?
In Water Polo, yes. I practice at 5:30 a.m. to about 7:00 monday, wednesday, and Friday.

68) Like to watch sports?
Only Water Polo.

69) Who do you think has a lot of talent but just won't show it?
what do you mean by talent?

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
A faceless person loving me but never seeing the face.

71) Dream in color?
Yes.

72) Do you have nightmares?
With Zombies and nukes and guns galore. Oh my!

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal?
My little red bear, Anthony.

74) What's right next to you?
A phone. The entertainment system and the printer.

75) What's on your favorite mug?
I want a mug.

76) What's on your mouse pad?
Nothing. Blackness.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
As long as its not funky, I don't care. Probably Mint, though.

78) Your brand of deodorant?
I dunno.

79) Your dream honeymoon spot?
Hawaii, France or the Carribean.

80) Your dream husband/wife?
What the fuck did you say?

81) What's hiding in your closet?
Chuck Norris.

82) Under your bed?
Chuck Norris!

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?
I'm kinda lacking in that area of "best" and "close". Thiaz is kind of like my Go-To guy when I wanna have fun and joke around.
Davieboy but he can only do so much.

84) Your bad time of the day?
Morning. When I have to look at Mikal.

85) Your worst fear(s)
Being forgotten when I'm alive.

86) What's the weather like?
Okay.

87) Your favorite time of year?
Summer. So I can go skateboarding and ocean swimming.

88) Your favorite holiday?
I don't know, actually.

89) A material weakness?
My ring, and Anthony, my bear oh! And the little rabbit I got when I was like one.

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like?
Uh...
I loooooove Boba. I'm a boba fiend.

92) The hardest thing about growing up?
Too many things to explain.

93) A pet peeve?
The kids at my school.

94) Your scariest moment?
Again, hard to explain.

95) Your attitude about love?
I have issues with it.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of somebody you liked?
The funniest thing I did was probably kiss him, out of nowhere. On the beach. It was funny to me!

97) The worst feeling in the world?
Rejection. Being alone. Knowing you're alone and lacking the understanding that I want.

98) The best feeling in the world?
Believing you're the only one for someone else.

99) What song are you currently obsessed with?
"Say This Sooner" by The Almost
"Through the Fire and Flames" by Dragon Force, CURSE YOU FANTASY METAL!
The little theme in Party Monster on the DVD menu, HA, DAVE! HA!

100) Who sent this to you?
I took it from Zen.

101) Who will you send this to?
Anyone willing to do this.

Yo, yo. What's up?

For those of you who actually look at my work, I'll have a piece up in a few weeks.

So! You all know about my depression lately.

It's over, finally.

How?

Anthony and I broke up. Now, you must be thinking, "But! Val?! Aren't you upset?!"

No. I'm not. Not in the least, actually. My only sadness comes from the fact that I gotta get up early tomorrow.

Some people might think we broke up because of how he was treating me lately, however, that's actually not the reason. Although that was a factor it was not the reason for the initial break up.

Who here, aside from me, has seen ' Party Monster ' and actually understand it? None of you have I can tell you that much. (BTW, distance was also a factor.)

But, the reasons lie in the context of a book and movie, however, because no one will ever truly understand it the way I do, you will never be able to understand the following:

A) Why I'm happy.
B) The Reasons for the break up
C) Why we're still close-knit
and D) Why I was being treated the way I was.

However, he and I are still partner's in crime, do not mistake it. I will not make the mistake of allowing this person to slip through my hands without being caught by my foot.

Point being is, I'm not sad. But, I have a lot to think about. I don't want to live here anymore. Not with either sets of my family, not where I am now. However, I'll have different things to worry about.

Let me repeat, I am not sad. I am happy. Infact, I'm extremely happy, however, once we had talked about it I was in tears. Crying so much. But, as we got more into depth it was just never meant to be. That's okay.

I'm cool.

I'm happy.

And, I will never regret meeting that asshole. =3

"dang-sin jeong-mal jo-a na mol-la"

~Vallish